Tuesday, March 16

update, shall we?

i have a job. finally. but it's only been 2 weeks and i want to quit. no, for real. i want to quit. i am currently a personal assistant of an interior designer who owns her own private company. my boss is my close friend's mom. get the jist of it now? it's a great job, but it's not me. i'm like anne hathaway in "the devil wears prada" running around and constantly feeling lost because i have NO CLUE what goes on in this industry. my mom and dad want me to stay working for her... but i am losing my mind. maybe it's just me being childish and weak, but at least i'm being honest. i can't do this. my life is turned up-side down to fit my work schedule and i have no time for my family. i want time. i want my life back. i think i'll talk to her and give her my 2-week notice... and let her know that this is not working for me. i feel bad leaving her, but i don't know what i am doing - at all! i can't breathe.

i want to do everything else. have the time to run a-mock and do all the art projects i've always wanted to. i am a graphic designer... i want to design.

2 comments:

  1. Aw poop, I'm sad to hear about your job. I love how you referenced the Devil Wears Prada though. :) But I think your right for quitting, your a graphic designer, your super at it so might as well stick to something you live, not something that will take up your time which you don't really fancy in the first place. Wow, longest sentence ever my professor would kill me for that. Is it over yet? :)

    P.S. Oh my gosssh your blog layout, I want it! Haha it's so cute, did you make it?

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  2. AYESHA!

    Do what you love, follow your dream. Glad that simply "having a job" is not as important as being happy.

    Good to hear what you've been up to though :)
    WSD is heaps different from last year!

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