dead alive

i think i'd rather smoke a monster of a joint and swim in darkness than go through pain again. no, i know i prefer doing anything else but feel pain. i pull here and a tug there, this is the unbearable cycle of a tummy bug. i feel like a giant wall, breaking over only at the foot of my foundation and having to experience the full-blown decent to ground. poos.

some belated christmas photos i've been meaning to post up. my very first experience of a christmas event, with gift exchanging, tree decorating and popping bon bons. here are my winnings!